It has all come down to this...5 years...and it's down to a viva...2 examiners...this wednesday....wish me all the best..and more importantly please keep in your prayers....
I used to be able to reflect upon a year that has past by using my blog as one of the tool. But since I pretty much given up on this, it has not been tremendously helpful but still thankful for the few entries far and few between. Mayb I should start blog more again.... One of the main thing on my mind at in Jan was the my finals which passed with flying colours. The more I venture deeper into 5th year, the more I realised that it has to be God’s grace. It has been a long year. On the whole, I didn’t really enjoy it. I think I’m carrying a lot of baggages that I need to deal with. Maybe it’s part and parcel of growing up. I’m definitely less ideal than I start with. Less trusting and more cynical. Wiser, I’m not too sure. What lies ahead, I’m not sure. Too often, conversations are about my plans for the future. It not just believe and have the courage....when there’s so much pressure and expectations that overwhelms.....and I’m not hearing God loud and clear. Ya, I’m letting that slip away. I need to get a grip again. Pray for me, that I will learn to truly love Him.
A thousand times I've failed Still your mercy remains And should I stumble again Still I'm caught in your grace
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control Consume me from the inside out Lord Let justice and praise become my embrace To love You from the inside out
Your will above all else, my purpose remains The art of losing myself in bringing you praise
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control Consume me from the inside out Lord Let justice and praise become my embrace To love You from the inside out
Chorus 2x Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out
Finished my exams! Survived 4th year! Hopefully I passed....
Reading thru my blogs entries during this year reminded me again of how long this year has been. I started this hardest year of med school surrendering it to God. But I think some other events in life were altogether more difficult than the med school. I can say that I have grown just a lil more as a man. Glad to say that most things have move on. Hope I learned something and not have to go thru the same circumstances again. Plus with the busyness of exam spirit man is getting thinner as well. I’m running back...to what really matters. Yea, i’m more convinced that, this is what really matters. ...okay...babbling....so much of it lately, eh. Anyway it’s my blog! *wondering still got ppl who read this blog one meh* But this is a great way to reflect. Hopefully more entries over my time in Malaysia. no promises though!
